Thursday, December 21, 2006
Wah fuck! im so fucking sick...i haven gotten any better since last Thursday! THURSDAY FOR FUCK SAKE!!!! X-mas is like just around the corner!!!! and im still grounded...im gonna be grounded till end of jan!! and im ognna miss so many things!!!!!!!!! im gonna miss new year's day, my b'dae, pris' b'dae, my godma's b'dae!!! and is chinese new year in jan? cuz i'll probably be mising that too! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only thing i wish i could skip is my Sis' 21st fucking b'dae party at some god forsaken indian place!!!! Its fucking going to be miserable!!!! Indian relatives....Indian music....Indian food....Nigger music....Its like fucking hell on earth la! CHEEBAI!!!!!!!! and i dun understand why my parents always celebrate my sibling's b'daes so grandly.....is it bcuz their studies are better than mine? could be...my brother got into poly and now he's not getting Cs its always As and Bs! and my sis is like this braniac...RGS to NJC to NUS! fuck! i dun even think i'd be able to get into poly!! but what the fuck la! its really fucked up! for my 16th b'dae...there was no party no cake no present!!! MY SWEET 16!!! DAMN!!! and every other b'dae my parents always argue!!!! AND THEY ALWAYS CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH MY SIS!!! Her birthday is on the 5th of jan and mine's on the 10th! I cant believe they treat my birthday like any other ordinary day! god its fucked up! its not like im a rotten kid or anything! i can be nice you know! Anyways im not gonna have any expectations for Xmas or any other holidays or special days...CUZ ITS FUCKED UP!
Anyways...on the brightside.....THE SIMPSON MOVIE IS COMING OUT NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!! A MOVIE WORTH WATCHING!!!! And...im gonna get my tongue pierced and my nautical stars!!!!!!! somewhere in early march la...maybe on the 1st of march!! wahaha! then the piercing can be done ASAP! i wonder is can pierce the skin on the underside of the wrist....if its possible i so wanna do it!!!!!!!!!!! and the in between the chest piercing!! wahahaha! its gonna be so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yea...dunnoe if i mentioned this...but i got a new job! which hopefully i will stick with till like two weeks before sch starts!! kinda promised Pris and Jia Ming that i would...so its not like i have much of a choice la...Oh yea!!! MY HOODIES!!! wahahaha!!! im gonna get my hoodies!!! hoody....Hoody....HOody....HOOdy....HOODy.....HOODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck la...everytime i think of Xmas its like so fucked up la...sure to kena fucked by my aunt...then gonna spoil my dae...and my dad is probably gonna tell evryone that i wun be able to make it to poly....so that will start a fight...Sigh...i think i'll just stay at home after mass this year...PRAY THAT I'LL STILL BE TERRIBLY SICK ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!! Cheebai la...i hate my dad so much...dunnoe why he had to be match made to my mom...she really damn unlucky la...cheebai...no wonder she cant win at blackjack or anything...
Ha....i pray i can get into Marine Engineering....Just 18 points! all im asking for!! i swear i'll be gd!!! If i get 18 points!!! OH YEA!!! toking abt points! Gerard and Francis got 8 and 6 points respectively for their N's!! Wah Cheebai! awesome!!! but that fucker Gerard wants to migrate or something...dumb asswipe!
Oh well...im off...
'Shawn Jason
the song that no one sings.
