Sunday, February 18, 2007
I havent been feeling well since Thursday....I've been having very bad headaches and nausea....HAHA! Kinda sounds like i'm pregnant huh? Anyways....I'm so close to being free!!! from work i mean! like...a week and a half away from slping in late and going out with friends and getting better at the guitar! haha! I cant wait! I've been listening to a lot of old school music...and i realised that the older musicians more than often use complicated rythms and stuff! always thought that the older musicians were the boring ones! Oh! I've made the decision to stick to playing the drums for the band. I hope it'll make a few ppl happy!
I cant believe im so stupid....i've had more than a bazillion opportunities to speak words I now know I can never speak and i DIDNT pounce on them! Im such an idiot!! Now...when i see it...well...I curse at myself and all...and I would give anything to be able to speak those words...I WOULD!!!
Lots of things i wanna do next month...GOT TO GET NEW SHOES....wanna get my hoodies...and if i have any cash left after my shopping spree...im gonna get a tattoo on the back of my neck....its not that i wanna look cool or whatever la...i just wanna noe how it feels....later DAMN pain ah...wah...i'll cry la...haha! then! i wanna get my guitar inlayed...AND I HAVE CHOSEN THE WORD....DIPSHIT! haha!
I wanna take her by my side...we'll withstand it all...and together....we'll create life...
the song that no one sings.