misrepresentedtravesty

2007-06-02T01:58:00.000-07:00

WOO HOO!!! Just went shopping with my mom! SO FUCKING AWESOME LA!! Last night she said...."Shawn, when we go shopping tmr, you're just gonna get a bag and then we're going home" i felt crappy!! then today when we went...after buying the bag he said "I think you need to buy berms..." i was like....YES I DO!! =P so after buying the berms...she said...."Eh! your hoody thing ah! so faded! HORRIBLE LA!! go choose one!" I WAS LIKE....THERE IS A GOD!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAH! so i bought another black hoody. and then she said...." all ur pants...when you wear them....SURE DROP ONE! go get a belt!" muahaha! so i bought a belt!! then she said...."you like converse right? you want to buy the slippers?" can you guess what i said? hehehe! total expenditure...thanks to my mom was 400!!! heheheh!!!

homework....SWAMPED!!!! =(

2007-04-27T02:52:00.000-07:00

2nd week of poly....well lets see....im in NP concert band and im in BARACUDA BATUCADA!!! =))) they are o fucking awesome la! especially martin!!! and hazmi and haris well...okie la...actually everyone is fucking awesome! =P I SUCK!!! =( i missed the snare part in the band room the other day....i was scared!!! I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE I WAS SCARED!!! ='(
its super hectic for me nowadays....sch ends at 5-ish? and i have CCA on wed thurs and fri!

Wednesday - Baracuda Batucada prac
Thursday - NP concert band prac
Friday - Combussion prac

I dun really noe what combussion in but the baracuda peeps asked me to join le...so im going for my first combussion prac today! and it'll probably end late!! i've been going home at around 10-11pm these days! IM SUPER TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh! played cluedo today at the sch lib with Imran Hidayat KJ and Cherlyn! i guessed it right!!! =) muahahaha! we played UNO stacko too! that was super fun!!!
oh fuck....have to go do my wiki assignment now.....bye.......

2007-04-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

WOOT! Only had a couple of hrs of sch today! =) Ecology was a pretty new experience for me....Problem Based Learning! pretty cool! gotta brush up on the research and summary skills though!

After Ecology the class decided to get the notes! DAMN! the queue was long! but wasnt really that long la! After getting our notes we went for lunch at King albert park mac!! wahaha! took us a good 10 mins to walk to the traffic light just before the mac to decide that we wanted to go there! Had lunch and a GOOOOOOOOOOD story telling session! cant believe the things KJ and i have done/experienced! =P well we then had a discussion abt what we wanted to do next which lasted for AN HOUR!!!!!! RAWR!!! we finally decided to go to the library in sch! we had nth to do so we decided to see if we could get a discussion room! We were able to get the room! we went in rearranged the table and chairs and sat on the floor! Played games and music! slowly we all started leaving till there was only Daniel, Yong Sheng, Wei kai, Hidayat, KJ and myself! after YS WK and KJ finished their DOTA match we left....and found out that we broke every rule of the discussion room!!! 1e01 07' FUGGING ROCKS!!!! =)))

what a day!

2007-04-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

so i woke up at 10 am to practice quintuplets.....once i'd done that i went to watch TV in the hall....and I FELL ASLEEP AND WOKE UP AT 6.40PM!! i was fucking uppoe to go to CBSS!!! ARGH!!!!!! i cant believe it...but kinda shows how day time TV is so fugging boring!!!

oh! and in case ur wondering...quintuplets are......erm...i think their called rudiments....yea!
anyways....quintuplets are so super crazy! they just open a whole new door to drumming! and its so easy!!! its just 5 notes in one count! On a drumpad it might sound a lil' dull....but on a drumset its so awesome cuz of the ability to use all the diff drums and cymbals to create a stupendous fill or intro!~

Just read KJ's blog!

2007-04-05T23:06:00.000-07:00

Wahaha! I just read Kj's blog!! muahaha! the day we went to NP to do the computer thingy...saw a pretty girl....then....CHEESPIE! she goes up to a guy and holds his hand....but still we're better off than jacky! =) muahaha!

PS; FOR THE FULL STORY PLS REFER TO KJ'S BLOG! IT'S ON MY LINK THINGY....

2007-04-04T08:17:00.000-07:00

Hey! the S key on my lappy is being a REAL BITCH!! and when i use iTunes....my com lags! now i fugging have to use my ipod while i use the com!! FUGGING IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somebody better come up with a new programme call iKICKYOURASS or iKIDNAPYOURMAMA! it should be a programme created to scare the shit out of coms!!! RAWR!! and then there'll be the i-hope-you-work-s-key-or-i'll-rip-your-black-ass-off-the-keyboard programme....and as simple as the name sounds it should give you a rough idea on why this programme should be created! =)

2007-03-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

Nymphetamine fucking rocks!!!! I heard it like a few times before...and it didnt really appeal to me...but now...its like so fucking awesome! It's by Cradle of Filth! And maybe your first thoughts upon hearing the name Cradle of Filth would probably be drum thrashing and guitar shredding...BUT! you'd be wrong...nymphetamine is just so not like that! haha! I'd reccomend it to everyone! =)

IM BLOGGING FUCKERS!!!

2007-03-22T04:56:00.001-07:00

fuck you! wahaha! okie i kinda forgot to add on the previous post that i bought a book!!! the tile is...: We Need To Talk About Kevin. Its abt this kid named kevin who kills seven ppl from his high sch just before his 16th b'dae. Its super nice...but the first few pages....erm.....lets just say you'll need to have the book on one hand and a BIG ASS DICTIONARY on the other k? haha! but other than that its a pretty awesome read.....

fucking bored nowadays....ooh yea getting my salary! woot! and i kinda wanna get an ipod red while jia ming thinks i should get the u2 ipod...and that is fucking EX!!!!

FUCK LA!

2007-03-18T21:55:00.000-07:00

My com is down and nowadays i have to use my bro's laptop...so dun fucking expect to see a lot of posts! and...there's nothing much going on la...just waiting for sch to commence....then got the class chalet im looking forward to and FUCKING NTUC BETTER GIMME MY DAMN MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!! =)
good bye!

super saturday

2007-02-24T08:13:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!! =) Today was sublime!!!!!! woke up at 10.15 took my shower and left my hse to meet situ at the mac bus stop with my les paul and the amp! situ came at around 11.30 and we took the bus to JP's hse! JM JP situ and myself played the guitar!! well...guitars! there was an acoustic a classical and an electric!!!!! super sweet! but super not in tune with each other la! but still...super sweet!!!!!! we played wonderwall and a lil' bit of a lot of songs...JP noes how to play twinkle twinkle little star and JM can play wonderwall! wahaha! amazing bastards! situ was eating is bee hoon! didnt look very appetizing....

WOHOHO!!!! I had the best food for lunch and dinner at JP's hse!!! CHINESE FOOD!!!!!!!!! YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD JIA PEI IF YOU'RE READING.....YOU HAVE TO SEND ME YOUR MOMS FOOD EVERY NIGHT!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!! wahaha! the food was HEAVENLY!!!!!!!!! hehe! I GOT TO EAT RICE WITH CHOPSTICKS!!!!!! aw god!!!!! I LOVED TODAY!!!!!!!!! wahaha! =))))))))

2007-02-18T02:41:00.000-08:00

I havent been feeling well since Thursday....I've been having very bad headaches and nausea....HAHA! Kinda sounds like i'm pregnant huh? Anyways....I'm so close to being free!!! from work i mean! like...a week and a half away from slping in late and going out with friends and getting better at the guitar! haha! I cant wait! I've been listening to a lot of old school music...and i realised that the older musicians more than often use complicated rythms and stuff! always thought that the older musicians were the boring ones! Oh! I've made the decision to stick to playing the drums for the band. I hope it'll make a few ppl happy!

I cant believe im so stupid....i've had more than a bazillion opportunities to speak words I now know I can never speak and i DIDNT pounce on them! Im such an idiot!! Now...when i see it...well...I curse at myself and all...and I would give anything to be able to speak those words...I WOULD!!!

Lots of things i wanna do next month...GOT TO GET NEW SHOES....wanna get my hoodies...and if i have any cash left after my shopping spree...im gonna get a tattoo on the back of my neck....its not that i wanna look cool or whatever la...i just wanna noe how it feels....later DAMN pain ah...wah...i'll cry la...haha! then! i wanna get my guitar inlayed...AND I HAVE CHOSEN THE WORD....DIPSHIT! haha!

I wanna take her by my side...we'll withstand it all...and together....we'll create life...

2007-02-11T03:41:00.000-08:00

WOOT! I just submitted my JAE thingie!!! =) I only chose 7 courses though! my choices are as follows...Marine and Offshore Technology in Ngee Ann.....Marine Engineering in Singapore Poly.....Mass Communication in Ngee Ann.....Maritime Transportation Management in Singapore Poly.....Real Estate Business in Ngee Ann.....Sonic Arts in Republic Poly and finally.....Music and Audio Technology in Singapore Poly!!!!!!!!! I so fucking hope i can get into Marine and Offshore Technology!!!! I WANNA LEARN NAVAL ARCHITECTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wahaha! i cant believe i passed.....its so...unbelievable....but...i think i should've done better...especially for maths...I got B4! =( I wanted A2 but my mother tongue put a =) on my face! I got B4!!! haha! And Im super happy for my ENGLAND!!! =D finally got what i've been trying to get for the whole fucking year!! AND LOH LI YOKE!!! I GOT B3 FOR SCIENCE AND SHE STILL NOT HAPPY!!! FROM D7 TO B3 SHE TILL NO HAPPY!!! RAWR!!! but who cares! IM HAPPY!!!!! =)

~SAD MOMENTS~
It was so fucked up for me to have seen a few of my friends cry...I mean...i've seen this people put in more effort than i've ever did and i just think its kinda unfair for them to not have attained the grades that they expected.....I felt super crappy the rest of the day...even when i went out with JM JP Situ Jeff QD HY Jing Wen Bao Ling Brandon and Michael.....its funny how bad things happen to good ppl....

~Future Plans~
Get into Ngee Ann
Study Marine and Offshore Technology
Get my diploma in Marine and Offshore Technology
Further Studies for naval architecture in UK
Get a Job as Marine Engineer or NAVAL ARCHITECT!!!!!
Get married!
Have kids
Get a super sweet Les Paul
Grow SUPER old with my wife!!
Live long enough to see my kids grow up!!!

`Shawn Jason

2007-02-06T17:56:00.000-08:00

well...I'VE GOT MY GUITAR!!!!!!! and SHE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha! its my off day today...and im ognna get the acoustic restrung and then probably meet JM and situ or someone else...later on...I SO WANNA PLAY WONDERWALL BY OASIS!!!! RAWR!!!!! ITS SO AWESOME!!!!!!

2007-01-30T13:14:00.000-08:00

WAHAH! Only eight days till i get my epiphone!!!!! and i'm gonna be so fucking happy!!!!!!! a guitar that I BOUGHT WITH MY OWN $$$!!!!! wahaha!! anyways!! the O level results are like 10 days away? i think la...haha! i hope i can get into poly!!! im so worried! haha! aiya...nowadays nth much to blog abt...i cant believe i've become so boring!!!!!!! RAWR!!!!!!!!

pris' b'dae =)

2007-01-15T20:58:00.000-08:00

Well! Today's pris' b'dae!!! wahaha! went to meet jia ming to later meet pris for lunch....and well...it was a surprise la...cuz she didnt expect me to be there...e food was great and the place was great....then found out abt something and later found out abt two other somethings that really messed me up....well...at least finally got my pick and im like so close to getting the epiphone...haha...that'll keep me happy...

Oh god...its not possible la...everything is so messed up and im so messed up and the other party is so....PERFECT!!!! its times like this that i wish i was aborted.....motherfucker..............i'm off...see ya......

2007-01-11T07:01:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl! well...went to band today...well actually went for the open hse...then...well did the usual...and had fun...erm....then went out with jia ming jiapei situ and QD...went to crystal Jade express...had dinner....BEEF HOR FUN! awesome!! well actually kind tasteless but the meat was awesome!!! haha! then we went around looking for an appropriate v'day gift...i kinda settled on a necklace for pris...hope she likes it! haha! OOH! when we went the oakley shop...we saw this girl!! wahaha! jia ming was an idiot!! he was like so interested!! but he didnt wanna ask her for her number....JM IF YOU'RE BORED AT WORK AND YOU'RE READING THIS THEN YOU'RE A FUCKING IDIOT FOR LETTING HER GO!! Ah God! i've been feeling like crap for a couple of days now!!! really really really wanna pop the question and all but...i cant!!! FOUR FUCKING YEARS AND I STILL CANT!!!! If you ask me...well...i consider that pathetic....

2007-01-10T01:54:00.000-08:00

well today's my birthday....so yea...YAY....i guess...im so fucking bored!!!!! anyways...I'd like to say thanks to Priscilla, Jia Ming, Jia Pei and Lavanya for keeping me awake till 2am!!!! argh!!! wahaha! but it was swt though!!! especially Pris and Jia Ming who...for some reason were...kinda eager to be the first wisher? i dunnoe! anyways!!! im so sorry for hanging up on you!!! wahaha! But you should noe la huh? Priscilla comes first la k? wahaha! =P anyways...like...erm...turning 17 is like...any other ordinary day....wahaha! i dunno la!!! OH! AND THANKS SANDRA!!! you're the only one who will NEVER FORGET MY COLOR!!! wahahahahah! =)

2007-01-09T02:44:00.000-08:00

hold up!! Wait a minute! Let me put some drums in it!!!!! wahaha! i fucking love DRUMLINE the movie! last night was like the 60th time i watched it and it still WOWed me! haha! anyways...today was superfucking boring at work! had nothing much to do! Dhana and i I just fooled around and cracked jokes and stuff! fucking slack la!!! i hope tmr wont be so slack!!! anyways! i asked my supervisor to ask his sone if he's interested in joining my band!!! cuz the son is a drummer and all!! woot!!! would be so fucking awesome if he says yes!!! then JM can sing JP can play bass and Situ and myself can play guitar!!! wahahah!!! wonder what our name will be....probably something stupid....like...well...i dunnoe! anyways...hope i can get my guitar by feb!!! my Epiphone!!!!!!! RAWR!!! i'll kill people if the store is out of stock!!! im not gonna settle for any other guitar!!!!

2007-01-08T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hmm...well...today had like the most fucked up beginning to a day ever!!! i got ready for work and all as usual la...then...when i went to the bus stop....74 came just on time...i was like..."damn! how perfect! =)" so i boarded the bus and tapped my wallet on the scanner and went to the back...plugged my headphones into my ears and well...just zoned out....but like...10 mins later i felt that something was wrong....so i looked out the window...and..........THE BUS HAD ONLY MOVED LIKE 15 FUCKING METRES!!!!! The road was like sardines in a fucking can!!! well...i ended up being 10 mins late for work! but well...the rest of the day was rather...boring...work was easy...and OH! i cut my finger accidentally again!!! so IRRITATING! Fourth time in ten days!!! Its like all my Penknives and i have this Love-Hate relationship you know! RAWR!!!!!!!!

anyways! haha! Pris kinda made the day better....we msged each other for a while...then well...guess she went to work!! wahaha! I've asked her to give me a chindian baby for my b'dae!!

Anyways! I just got home...and...well...i've kinda been ignoring my drumset...i wonder how it feels...hmm...wonder how it'll feel when i get the Epiphone...Damn...thats one sweet lil' thing.....=DDD haiz...i dun wanna be stuck with one instrument all my life!!! after the guitar its on to the violin!!! woot! wahaha!

well....2007....fells kinda like the same...still very relaxed and all... heard that a lot of people are worried abt their results...some ppl ask me if i'm worried.."cuz i sure dun show it" they say....WELL! I am for your info! i really am! It's just that...well...we've got at least a month left before we know what'll happen to us....and i dun think it'll be very appropriate to waste such a huge amount of time worrying abt results! If we retain...so be it....try again la! if we go to ITE Poly or JC...then good lor! haha! I dun see why we should worry abt our results! IF WE DUN HAVE FUN NOW WHEN WE'RE 16 & 17 WHEN CAN WE HAVE FUN?! at 60 or 70? when getting out of bed could cause us to break a bone?! FUCK NO!!! The time is now ppl!!! have as much fun as you want!!!!
`Shawn Jason!

2007-01-02T02:23:00.000-08:00

sheesh god should have said like...THOU SHALL NOT WHINE!!! i mean common ppl...if you dun like the job just quit! thats what i did!!! twice!!! and i even got fired once!! its okie to quit now!!! besides...if money is more important than having fun...then god..you must be a sad puppy...(you as in whoever reads this...cuz...a lot of ppl whine and well i dun wanna name them...mostly guys though!) anyways...I have to explain THE LAW OF PRETTY WOMEN!!!

OKAY! this like just popped into my head like...in the last five minutes of work! like...for the last two days that i went for work right....there were a few pretty gals and stuff and so the environment was stable! but then today i noticed that there werent any pretty gals in the store...well...i was rather saddened( Yes, thats why i like my job so much! cuz there're lots of pretty gals who some into the store!) well...anyways the environment was stable...cuz...the normal ppl were just well...normal...yea! anyways then like at 4.40 pm this REALLY PRETTY GIRL WALKS INTO THE STORE!!!! JUST ONE GIRL!!!! THEN BOOM!!! I picked up this broken bottle of ketchup from the carton and it spilled all over my hoody and jeans!!!! ( ='( my hoody!!!) The whole environment was unstable!!! So the law of Pretty Women is....If you are a pretty woman...do not walk into a store alone...bring like 5 of your pretty friends!!! =) wahaha!!!!

anyways...work today was like...so...easy...i didnt have any lane to work in...i just had to push the trolley around and do the simple stuff! haha! climbing the rollcage was so fun!!! but it hurt a lot!!!!

WOAH! then at lunch Dhana and i saw this BMW roadster!!! i swear to god!!! i'd divorce my wife for a car like that!!!! well...no la...i wun if my wife is CHINESE!!! wahah! im such an ass!!! but the car was really that hot!!! then!!! on our way back from lunch we saw this ferrari!!!! SOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!!! and the sound of the engine was like....SWEET!!!! wahaha! well...today was awesome! and i only have like...75 working days left!!! ONLY 75!!! =)

2006-12-31T03:24:00.000-08:00

Hey!!! I WANT CHINDIAN BABIES!!!!!! THAT MEANS I WANT A CHINESE WIFE WHICH MEANS I NEED A CHINESE GIRLFRIEND!!!!!! CHINDIAN BABIES ARE SO FUCKING CUTE!!! FOR EXAMPLE MY NIECE WHO'S ONLY LIKE 8 MTHS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT....SHE'S SO FUCKING CUTE LA!!! SHE SMILE UNTIL DAMN....WOW!!!!! WAHAHA! ANYWAYS IM HELLBENT ON GETTING A CHINDIAN BABY!!! AND OUT OF CURIOSITY...ON A CHINDIAN PERSON'S IC UNDER RACE...IS IT CHINDIAN OR ISIT LIKE...HYBRID: CHINESE+INDIAN.....=S

ANYWAYS MY SIS' B'DAE PARTY WAS OFFICIALLY THE MOST BORING PARTY EVER....WHO THE HELL HAS THEIR 21ST B'DAE PARTY AT AN INDIAN RESTAURANT?!?!? WAHAHA! I WANT MY 21ST B'DAE PARTY TO BE HELD AT THE OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL!!! JIA MING IS NOT GONNA LET ME HAVE MY 17TH B'DAE PARTY BE AT THE OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL SO I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO SETTLE FOR IT BEING THE VENUE FOR MY 21ST B'DAE PARTY...ANYWAYS SHOULDNT BE THAT HARD...ALL I HAVE TO DO IS TO CONVINCE MY PARENTS THAT ITS AN AWESOME PLACE AND I'LL HAVE TO FIND WHAT THE HELL I CAN DO THERE.....I CANT WAIT!!!!! ONLY LIKE 4 YRS? WAHAHAHA! OH! IF ANY OF YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT TO GET ME FOR MY B'DAE....GET ME DRUMSTICKS!!! YES.....EVERYONE GET ME DRUMSTICKS!!! WAHAHA!!!! THEN NEXT YEAR I'LL ASK FOR PICKS!!!!!!! WAHAHAH! IM SERIOUS!!!

TILL THEN....PEACE OUT! A TOWN!! SHIZZLE MY DIZZLE DA FO FIZLLE DA DIZZLE DA DIZZLE!!!
BYE~!
`Shawn Jason

2006-12-30T21:47:00.000-08:00

HEY!!!!!! PPL!!!! Anyone wanna get inked with me??? oh! and pierced also!!!! Please call me!!!!! i want someone to take a video and some pics of the process!!!!!!! But you must also get pierced and inked la!! then more fun!!!!!!! wahahah! SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET INKED AND PIERCED!!!! CALL ME OR LEAVE A TAG ON THE LEFT!!!!! AND PLEASE!!!!!!! I DUN WANT A FUCKER WHO'LL CHICKEN OUT AT THE LAST MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D
`Shawn

2006-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl...well...Xmas was ok la...my aunt didnt screw me and well...went to church...and well...the pageant was rather...stupid! who the hell ever heard of an indian joseph and a transexual shepard and angels with heels and stockings?! The only part that was ok was the erm...jazzy xmas song...no idea which one...

anyways started work on the 27th....was kinda tiring...but easy la...went to work today too...and well im not tired or anything! kinda cool le...i only have 78 daes of work left!! ONLY 78!!! =) woohoo!!! tmr i'll be working the afternoon shift which is like...2pm -10pm i think...and i'll totally like miss my sis' 21st b'dae party! WAHAHA!!! I've been spared from the INDIAN ONSLAUGHT!!!

anyways...im thinking of having my b'dae party somewhere.....exotic!!! like....the old changi hospital!! if like 15 ppl are on for it then i'll have the party there!! JUST ONE NIGHT! thats all i want for my b'dae!!!! simple right?!

oh well...im off...
`Shawn jason

2006-12-24T00:44:00.000-08:00

Ah...Xmas again....well...happy b'dae Jesus...right on! its now what? only your 2006th b'dae? yup think i got that right...well...for a 2006 year old...you sure look awesome! =)

well Xmas for me this year...is gonna be....hmm....how would i put it in one word?.......i guess the word im looking for is................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................SCREWED!!!!!!!
You people thought i was gonna say FUCKED right? WELL FOR YOUR INFO!!! I CAN LAST A DAY WITHOUT SAYING FUCK YOU NOE?!?!?!?
erm...well...who am i kidding huh? we all noe thats impossible!! haha! fuckers....

anyways....i hope that you people...whether your white black yellow green blue purple red brown beige indigo violet jew muslim bhuddist hindu christian catholic wiccan or whatever you are....will have a good time this Xmas......

see ya around fuckers....
`Shawn

2006-12-21T21:06:00.000-08:00

Wah fuck! im so fucking sick...i haven gotten any better since last Thursday! THURSDAY FOR FUCK SAKE!!!! X-mas is like just around the corner!!!! and im still grounded...im gonna be grounded till end of jan!! and im ognna miss so many things!!!!!!!!! im gonna miss new year's day, my b'dae, pris' b'dae, my godma's b'dae!!! and is chinese new year in jan? cuz i'll probably be mising that too! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only thing i wish i could skip is my Sis' 21st fucking b'dae party at some god forsaken indian place!!!! Its fucking going to be miserable!!!! Indian relatives....Indian music....Indian food....Nigger music....Its like fucking hell on earth la! CHEEBAI!!!!!!!! and i dun understand why my parents always celebrate my sibling's b'daes so grandly.....is it bcuz their studies are better than mine? could be...my brother got into poly and now he's not getting Cs its always As and Bs! and my sis is like this braniac...RGS to NJC to NUS! fuck! i dun even think i'd be able to get into poly!! but what the fuck la! its really fucked up! for my 16th b'dae...there was no party no cake no present!!! MY SWEET 16!!! DAMN!!! and every other b'dae my parents always argue!!!! AND THEY ALWAYS CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH MY SIS!!! Her birthday is on the 5th of jan and mine's on the 10th! I cant believe they treat my birthday like any other ordinary day! god its fucked up! its not like im a rotten kid or anything! i can be nice you know! Anyways im not gonna have any expectations for Xmas or any other holidays or special days...CUZ ITS FUCKED UP!

Anyways...on the brightside.....THE SIMPSON MOVIE IS COMING OUT NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!! A MOVIE WORTH WATCHING!!!! And...im gonna get my tongue pierced and my nautical stars!!!!!!! somewhere in early march la...maybe on the 1st of march!! wahaha! then the piercing can be done ASAP! i wonder is can pierce the skin on the underside of the wrist....if its possible i so wanna do it!!!!!!!!!!! and the in between the chest piercing!! wahahaha! its gonna be so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yea...dunnoe if i mentioned this...but i got a new job! which hopefully i will stick with till like two weeks before sch starts!! kinda promised Pris and Jia Ming that i would...so its not like i have much of a choice la...Oh yea!!! MY HOODIES!!! wahahaha!!! im gonna get my hoodies!!! hoody....Hoody....HOody....HOOdy....HOODy.....HOODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck la...everytime i think of Xmas its like so fucked up la...sure to kena fucked by my aunt...then gonna spoil my dae...and my dad is probably gonna tell evryone that i wun be able to make it to poly....so that will start a fight...Sigh...i think i'll just stay at home after mass this year...PRAY THAT I'LL STILL BE TERRIBLY SICK ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!! Cheebai la...i hate my dad so much...dunnoe why he had to be match made to my mom...she really damn unlucky la...cheebai...no wonder she cant win at blackjack or anything...

Ha....i pray i can get into Marine Engineering....Just 18 points! all im asking for!! i swear i'll be gd!!! If i get 18 points!!! OH YEA!!! toking abt points! Gerard and Francis got 8 and 6 points respectively for their N's!! Wah Cheebai! awesome!!! but that fucker Gerard wants to migrate or something...dumb asswipe!

Oh well...im off...
'Shawn Jason

2006-12-15T01:32:00.000-08:00

woah! fuck! today i woke up with the most god awful feeling man...nose was like a tap...head was like a piledriver and my limbs were like jelly...ANYWAYS! that fucking feeling was like washed away when i saw what had happened on my com and as i recalled what i dreamt of last nite...FUCKING SWEET!

Oh! did anybody watch 'against all odds' last night on channel 5? very interesting la...and a lil' sad...but hats off to Jeremy for not giving up and all!

(back to today) : anyways...im rather high right now...cant wait for a reply! wahaha! my life would become so much better with the positive responses i hope to get!

AH FUCK! IM OFF TO TAKE MY MEDS! fucking flu!!!!!!!!

2006-12-12T23:36:00.000-08:00

WOO! past three days was fucking awesome!!! had a chalet to celebrate nat and gerard's b'daes! "oh...god.....what should i do! im gonna get screwed by my boss and my parents..." i thought to myself...Then this little voice in my head said..."You fucker...Go! Go now!! have the time of your life!!" so i thought about for a long time...well...abt a second la...then fucking packed everything and left the house...then went to meet gerard...we bought food and booze...wahaha....then met ivan and chris...took a cab...went to the chalet...met leroy...played music...then louisa came with her dad and the keys to the place...thenwe went and settled in...after like a couple hrs...francis came...and he brought...Jack Daniels...BUT!!! i had to hold the bag without fucking noeing abt the hole at the bottom...so the bottle fell and alcohol all over the fucking room! then like after 30 mins or so....louisa's dad came back! he asked her to go out to talk...and well...the talk was all my fault la...fuck....IM SO SORRY LOUISA....
K...then...like maybe and hr later...nat and her friends....Matilda, Amanda,Sandra and two others i think...yea...they helped to make the situation and the place better...then bosco regina and mel came...they made the place alot more fun...and deepan! haha! cheebai he plays guitar like...fucking insane la! haha we cooked the food...which kinda was...fucked up la...but watever the interaction and stuff was fucking gd...for me la! the night ended with everyone going home except for gerard...chris...ivan...regina...bosco...and myself...we ended up finishing the Chivas and the German Vodka..woot! oh! and the 1/8 th of my damn scotch that francis and mel drank like water...then after that...cant remember what happened...woke up on the bed the next day...did pretty much nothing la...just thought abt some stuff la...then went to the pool...and had cup noodles for dinner! Oh yea! Leroy came back in the afternoon and we played truth or dare...haha OH! and Chuck Fuck and Marry...he came at night...we were suppose to go to the red house...but he had to leave la...damn...well...that night the rest of us just...sang songs and ate chips and stuff la...then all fell asleep at around 3 or 4 la...woke up at 9-9.40...freshened up and left the place!!

Right now...im still thinking abt something...

2006-12-08T06:53:00.000-08:00

working is kinda fun...get to scold the customers and dicuss their stupidity behind their back. Singaporeans are pretty STUPID...tell something...5 mins later must call back and ask.."Eh excuse me ah...what's the price again?"....then got some idiots...when ask them to HOLD...they hang up! Even worse...today i asked a guy for his number...he spelt out his name...Cheebai! kinda makes me wonder....WHAT THE FUCK KINDA ENVIRONMENT WILL MY CHILDREN GROW UP IN?!?!?!

Fuck la...I wanna play music....! will be resigning...on the...erm...30th of dec...Then focus on music la...maybe go back to sch help the band and stuff la...
WOOT! 900 bucks man! lemme see...my shopping list is like erm...
1) billabong hoody *(white)
2) billabong hoody *(black)
3) Jesus hoody *(red)
4) guitar!!!!

ah...and at last! I can finally celebrate some Biatch's birthday....spend some time and catch up la...after all the constraints...

Hey people...this is just some random shit la...but...Dont start something you intend to end...hope at least one person...Anyone at all understands this...

deepavali!

2006-10-20T21:49:00.000-07:00

okie..well...last night i was wondering....why would anyone have a festival for lights?
cuz...nowadays all you see the indians do is run around with sparklers and eat their hearts out right? how is that celebrating light or wadeva....=S but...wadeva la...HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO THE HINDUS!!! =)

2006-10-15T05:05:00.000-07:00

the sound of his TV woke him up at 7.30 am...he dragged his body to the phone and dialled the 8 digit number of the one who was to leave for J.B at 9 am.....but....she didn pick up! So...he called her hse...but...again....no one picked up...so...he gave up and dropped his arse on his bed...and....zzzzz.......
well...today was rather...crappy la....morning was...not expected...and felt that i was missing something today...but now...i feel that i've found it and im loving it! =P

well this entry had to be vague so if it didnt make sense to any of you....well...
FUCK YOU! =)
bye!
`Shawn Jason

2006-10-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

hey....the only reason why i want you to like her is cuz...well...she and i were friends before you and i were....and i've known her for a VERY LONG TIME!!!(well it feels that wae) =( and...well....honestly...i'd never want to leave her...she's my bestie and im hers...i really do enjoy her company...and seriously...even if she has flaws...does it matter? i have flaws....do you dislike me? you have flaws too right? im rather certain that you'll agree...=(

**********
hey....you're just as special to me as she is ya noe? =) but sometimes...you really test my patience...just so you noe...i have my limits too ya? i really dun want to get myself in a tight spot...(the relationship). i refer to it as a TIGHT SPOT cuz....if i were to get in a relationship and you didnt like her for whatever reasons....you'd get angry if i went out wif her...and...well we'd almost DEFINITELY quarrel right? i really dun want to quarrel...im sure you dont too...=)
AND HEY! dun be mistaken! i DO want to be with you...but i'd like you to get rid of your dislike for her...first....=(

2006-10-03T00:44:00.000-07:00

hey peeps!
i got something to share wif you fuckers...
I like this girl...
and im sure by now...you guys already fucking noe la...
but what the hell ah?
she's the one who noes almost everything abt me...
she lifts me up and makes me smile like what Jia Ming would call me...a fucker...
what can i say...i love her...
and hopefully she'll come to the X-mas party wif me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)

2006-09-27T06:37:00.000-07:00

hey people...for those who noe me...you might noe me as the guy who always fools around...but...when i have to be serious...i will....and right now...I AM....in this entry what i have to say...may clear some of the shit that you've been hearing...
Nagulan from 4na has been spreading rumours about his EX-girlfriend from 4e4...he said that she had sex with him...the people who noe Nagulan will noe that he IS like that! also the people who noe the girl noe that she is NOT AT ALL like that...NAGULAN also spread a rumour saying that sherril from 4e2 spread a rumour abt the girl from 4e4 telling people not to talk to Satya from 4e4... this is NOT TRUE! also he called the girl from 4e4 disgusting in front of the sec 4s in the hall...(at the back of the hall...)

I have written the truth in this entry and will not regret doing so...AND ALSO THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO PRETEND NICE BUT IN RETROSPECT THEIR REAL "STEREOTYPE BITCHES".....well....im sure ya'll noe who the REAL DISGUSTING person is....thanks for the time....
yours sincerely...
`Shawn Jason...

2006-09-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

Hey people who noe me...i noe that i am full of shit and always joking around....and i admit that i have told my fair share of lies...but...when its time to be serious i am...and right now...I AM SERIOUS....I hope that those who read this entry really do believe me...i am being honest with all of you...

Nagulan from 4na has been spreading awful rumours about his ex-girlfriend from 4e4...he said that...she had sex with him...WHICH IS TOTALLY NOT TRUE! The girl is unlike him! She is not the type who would do such a thing! Unlike him she noes right from wrong...He also said that sherril from 4e2 went around telling people that the girl from 4e4 went around telling people that they shouldnt talk to satya...this caused alot of problems for the girl from 4e4...The truth is...NAGULAN WENT AROUND TELLING PEOPLE THAT THE GIRL FROM 4E4 TOLD PEOPLE THAT THEY SHOULDNT TALK TO SATYA...also....Nagulan...called the girl from 4e4 DISGUSTING...in the hall in the prescence of all the sec 4's(at the back of the hall)...

well....i couldnt take this FUCKING SHIT anymore so i decided to blog abt it....Im sure that all of you now noe who the real DISGUSTING one is...if you hear any rumours abt the girl from 4e4...pls...PLEASE ask HER if its true...please dun cause her anymore pain or discomfort...she is after all taking her O's....please DONT BELIEVE HEARSAY!!!

2006-09-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

You sad motherfucker..spreading a rumour to make yourself what? feel good? you dumb son of a bitch...YOU ARE DISGUSTING! you ought to be hung upside down and gutted like a fucking fish...useless bastard...And for the dumb motherfuckers who actually believed the rumour...you guys are the dumbest fuckers on the face of this earth! HE may be A HORNY RETARDED SON OF A BITCH...BUT...SHE IS NOT...HAS NEVER BEEN AND WILL NEVER BE A SLUT!
FUCK YOU ALL...bunch of disgusting motherfucking crackwhores!

yours sincerely...
`Shawn Jason

2006-09-18T05:39:00.000-07:00

okie...well...ppl think they noe it all when they dun noe shit about shit....all the dumb motherfuckers telling half-truths and whole fucking lies....in what does it benefit them? WHO THE FUCK NOES! they're just sad lil' motherfuckers...living just to torment others...well....fuck you whores and bastards...your words cant do shit to us...after a while...it gets....*YAWN*.....BOOOOOOOOORING....so why dun you do yourselves a fucking favour and Shut The Fuck Up....MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!

yours sincerely....
`Shawn Jason

*&%^

2006-08-19T00:53:00.000-07:00

Hey! the past week has been great! i think i'll get a low distinction for my engilsh oral...but i guess its ok...my mock exams have been a killer...hope to get As for english maths and chem! the tests were rather easy! haha! wun be expecting to pass D&T....what the fuck is a rebate joint??!
well...to that special someone out there...though i call you fat and ugly all the time...i think your pretty and i love you just the way you are...and remember....the 32nd of august is coming! =) love ya!

2006-06-25T01:15:00.000-07:00

wahaha! the coming two weeks are gonna be a killer...
sch starts tomorrow...
that means freedom has been confiscated from my batch of students once again...
on the 7th of july...my sch's concert band will be performing at kuo chuan presbyterian sec sch...
please come down and support tickets are at $5 ONLY!!!!
on the 8th of july...i'll be getting confirmed! woo hoo!!
no more classes!!!! wahahaha!!!
well...the preparation for both the events will be a pain in the ass...sure to be fucking intense....
haiz...well...no choice la...
i really do hope that the upcoming concert will NOT be my batch's last concert...
im gonna miss my bitches so much...especially my fav one...=( fuck...
well...
shit happens....
hope we'll keep in contact...
i love them all!....

fan-tastic

2006-06-21T02:29:00.000-07:00

woop! today was an awesome day!!!!
3-4 hrs of soccer...
then 2-3 hours of jamming in schooL!!!
its been a long time since i had a kick ass day like today!!
the concert's in a couple of weeks time...
quite scared la...
now got to play mallets...
although its a minor part...i scared i screw up la...
fucking last concert...haiz...
i wanna play shrek!!!
wahaha! today...a new rendition of our sch's song was made...with thomas as a near-useless conductor...damn fun! and i fucking bet that the students will actually sing the sch song out loud with P.R.I.D.E!!!! wahaha! hope to circulate the recording!

2006-06-10T20:08:00.000-07:00

IM CLOSING MY HOLE!!!!! THE HOLE ON MY TONGUE THAT IS....
I just realised that i've got to stop my childish and............crazy? stuff la....
haiz...i just dreamt that i got a string of F9s for the O results.
fuck! not even a C6!! fuck fuck fuck....i got to concentrate!
But...no music so sian...study with music i absorb the wrong thing...
fucked up huh?
oh well! no harm trying la...
im gonna go study....so....yea...bye!

2006-05-26T20:48:00.000-07:00

you know...this past....2-3 days have been wonderful...wahahah! not gonna say why! you morons have to wait and find out...
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah! mother tongue.........haiz.................bye...............

2006-05-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

THis' the pic that was taken by....i have no idea who...WELL! doesnt matter....THIS MAGNIFICENT FOURSOME ARE THE MONOTONES! on lead guitar we have...Situ Hui Jie...on rhythm guitar we have Tow Jia Ming.... on the testicle vibrating bass guitar we have Yeh Jia Pei...and on drums we have Jeffrey Hong...on vocals....erm...vocals...yea...well it doesnt really matter who sings....its all the same...

Lots of stuff has happened since i last blogged...erm...I failed 5 motherfucking subjects for my mid year examination....=( i'm fucking devastated...never expected this...well...cant blame anyone but myself...I pierced my tongue...*I FUCKING SOUND LIKE DAFFY DUCK!* The class did very badly...erm...ok la not really that much...

To avoid another catastrophy...im gonna start studying for the prelims!! I HOPE ITS NOT TOO LATE!! =S im fucking worried....FIRST UP! mother tongue...TAMIL! its a bitch....but...i still got to ace it!! i'm trying my best to get an A2...I not most of ya'll might think its far from possible...but what's the harm of fucking trying right? =) well...I'm off! gonna go study!

found one in my budget

2006-05-11T00:23:00.000-07:00

Yea...
today..had P.O.A paper one...
was rather easy...hope i can score...
paper ended at 9....
Jia Ming Jacky Jeffery,Huijie,Oscar and I went to marina square...
Fucking fun man!
went for brunch(breakfast+lunch)
then went to look at stuff...
at abt 12 something we left for peninsula plaza...
we went jamming!
fucking fun!
haha! i love the drumset...
fucking pearl double pedal 4 tom 3 cymbal!!
YUMMY! =D

Oh YEA!
i found an SX guitar pack thats only $199!
woo! im getting it in three weeks or so...
CANT WAIT!!!!
okie...bye...
gonna go learn KRYPTONITE by 3 doors down.....

post

2006-05-10T04:15:00.000-07:00

Damn...did badly for P.O.A and History...
I think that my results will suck...
i should study harder...and shouldnt get distracted easily...
not an easy task for a person like me..=(
=D I TALKED TO HER LAST NIGHT!!!!
WOO! ah....she can make the most miserable of days seem like paradise...
=) Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha! After 3 bloody weeks of almost no communication with her...we talked!!!!
IM SO FUCKING HAPPY! dunnoe how to express la....damn! hehe!
I asked her if she could go for the M.O.S thing at the end of the month...
she can't...
Haiz...well...cant blame her...cant blame anyone la...
hehe! at least i still get to see her every sunday!!! WOO! =D

2006-05-01T07:23:00.000-07:00

I finally bought metal sticks...
bought them yesterday with huijie...
their incredible...
ah...
the time that i spent with huijie was somewhat....'once in a lifetime'
every moment with that dick is precious...
you'd never laugh ur ass off if that dick's not around...
well...happy 16th b'dae fag!

I really do miss her...
very badly...
i haven seen her since...easter...if im not wrong...
thats like 3 fucking weeks!
=(
i really wanna see her...
well...
conselation....
she'll be going for the camp in june!
WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 days with HER!!!
3 wonderful fucking days!!!!!!!!!!!
haha!
im beginning to love church related camps for all the wrong reasons...
oh well...as the saying goes.......WHATEVER!
well...its off to bed for me...
my butt seems to be controlling my body these past few days...
fucking lazy.......
GD NIGHT!

TGIF?

2006-04-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

*sigh* I've disappointed a lot of people...my fav and only biatches...mdm cho...the band...
Hopefully...the caning will be swift...
dammit...
screwed up...
maybe i should change my confirmation name to shawn `screw up' jason.....
fuck la...

contradictions

2006-04-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

apparently...the insane acts that i've commited over the past 16 years of my life have allowed me to remain sane...
But recently...i've realised that the shit has to come to a stop...
sadly...i cannot risk getting fucked...
I'll have to become the Ordinary Singaporean...
something i despise...
Fuck the world la.....

Should students throw their aspirations away cuz parents want them to become a respectable figure in society?
FUCK NO!
I say be whatever the fuck you want to be...
why the fuck should i become something i dun really give a fuck about?
Its ridiculous on so many levels....
ah fuck la...
i cant do shit abt shit.....

tubercolosis...

2006-04-21T05:14:00.000-07:00

haha...
my dad thinks i have TB..
haha!
tubercolosis...
funny name...
its like....
COLOSSAL TUBE...
ah fuck...
my coughing fits have not subsided one bit...
its been 2 weeks since i started coughing...
what if i really do have TB??
GREAT!!
an excuse to skip sch and pursue music!! woo!
but...
i dun wanna have TB le...
i wan ado my fucking O's and make my bro cry when i get better results then he did...
dipshit...
ah...
i noe im an asshole...
I'm probably S'pore's biggest asshole...
but...
frankly...
i dun give a damn...

Dear readers,

I like the music on my blog. I like the shit i post. I like my skin. and i like using vulgarities. Point is...its my blog...you can come and read and tag...hopefully you'll tag nicely. Some things just won't change... Fortunately/Unfortunately I'm something you can never change....

I'm thinking of getting an electric guitar...im kinda getting bored with the drumset...damn la...

Emo Kids And Metal Heads...

2006-04-18T05:19:00.000-07:00

I can't take it anymore...
Life is just crap without metal...
BUT!
Don't worry...
I'm just listening to one song...
Cradle Of Filth's version of HALLOWED BE THY NAME...
I am sorry if i disappointed anyone...
I really just cant take it...
sorry...

Ok!
Today...
While i was in the shower...
i tot abt wad god might say if he had a blog...
well...
this is what i tot He would say...

`NABEI CHEEBAI!!! Day in day out people ask for world peace and happiness!!! LANJIAO LA! what do ya'll think i am?! pizza hut delivery ah? world peace in 30 mins or less!! MOTHER F*CKER!!! and you fu*kers!!!! ya'll start your prayers with...."So...how are you doing God?" before i can fu*king open my mouth to say "im fine" you freaking hurl your torrent of I WANTS in my face!! AND WOULD A FU*KING "THANK YOU!" kill you people?!! Amen is not = to Thank You asswipes! IM FUCKING OVERWORKED AND UNDERPAID?? '

Yup...thats how God's blog would be...i guess...
ah...im fucking bored...
todae was fun though...
Situ and I were jus fooling around the whole day...
I really feel bad for the guy...
Did ShE really say bye with a funny look on her face?? =S
*sigh
girls...
ya'll are really unpredictable...
its easier to predict the weather...

kids these days...

2006-04-12T04:14:00.000-07:00

THE FOLLOWING WILL BE OFFENSIVE!!!

On Tuesday the eleventh of april twenty O' six...
kalaichelvam(or is it kalaiselvam?? AH!! heck! wadeva his mama named him la!)
insulted my section by saying that he could play the drumset better than any of us...
after laughing my ass off...
i contemplated...
then a tot occured to me...
the dipshit hasnt even been able to play his trombone like bao ling or qing da and he wants to play the drumset...
fucking dumbass!! someone should check if he has a brain in his head or if his head's jus fucking hollow...
anyways...
cant wait for tomorrow...
dunnoe why...
church....
ah...damn...
hope i'll see her...
i really do miss her...
damn la........
im pathetic.....

weekend blues...

2006-04-09T05:29:00.000-07:00

Damn...
I've been sick since friday...
its already sunday...
I cancelled tuition...
damn..
must pass loh li yoke's bloody tests...
prove her wrong...
I saw her today...
the movement of her immaculate body...
and the warmth of her million dollar smile...
aiya in short...
SHE LOOKED HOT!!!
haha...
but..
she didnt seem to be very happy...
i wonder why...
she doesn't want to tell me...
maybe there's nothing wrong...
well...
I hope nothings wrong...
OH YA!
i went for mass today!
first time in a month...
damn..
i feel so relieved...
phew!
haha....
my fitful coughs make me look like i got rabbies or something...
hilarious man...
hard to breathe la...
Freaking haf to take like 10 second breaths every 5 seconds!!!
if ur idiotic and u cant figure that out...
it means....
ITS FUCKING HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE!!!
hope i'll be fit as a fiddle by tuesday...
cant wait to go to the bandroom...
trying stuff on the drumset is much more challenging than the electronic drums...
freaking fun though...
i think i improved....
i can do some rather simple fills now...
compared to a couple months ago...
i didnt dare do a fill...
aiya...
im scared le...
its like...
i really wana get better at music...
but...
at the same time...
i wana go to SP!!!
fuck la!!!!
WOAH!!...
okie....
ANAREX and the cough syrup have taken over my body...
time to turn the lights off....
see ya!

The assassination of westlife...

2006-04-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

Lately...i've noticed that everywhere i go...i hear WESTLIFE...wad's happening...i tot they were dead!!! Much to my dismay...i found out today, that they aren't dead...DAMN! well...i told myself jus a couple of mins ago that if i saw or heard anything related to westlife...i would devise a plan to eradicate the group...well...a couple of SECS ago...i saw westlife's name on my friend's nick on MSN...so....here i am planning the assassination of westlife...to some of you this may sound lame...but i take this seriously...The eradication of boybands begins now...and westlife will die first...

THE MASTER PLAN
first...i'll have to wait for the 'has beens' AKA westlife to haf a freaking concert...then...i'll hire five hitmen to get rid of the pests...then i'll waste my precious $$$ to get front row seats to their crappy thing...then at the climax of the concert...the hitmen will shoot them in their heads...right between the eyes...then i'll laugh my black ass off...then...i'll go for confession...yea...thats it! =)

MY LIST
Westlife
Backstreet Boys
Boys to Men
Justin timberlake(i just hate him)
celiene dione(i hate her too)

Thats abt it...
goodbye....

The Lady in black...

2006-04-05T07:03:00.000-07:00

The lady in black...
she sits by the window...
A torrent of tears flow down from her hazel eyes...
The world seem like a terrible place...
One that makes angels cry...
Her sorrows and pain unknown to me...
I long to take a peek inside her..
to glance at a side of her i never knew existed...

`Dear people who are reading...
i have no fucking idea why i wrote this...
this title is from a song that my friend created...
the words are not the lyrics...
but was just tinking la...
its stupid...
i noe...
but this my blog...
so if u dun like it...
fuck off....
thznk you...

Paranoia's diary...

2006-04-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

Damn!
she's having a bad day...
=(
she hasnt replied my last msg...
hope she's feeling happier now...
Fuck la...
wish i could make her smile everyday...
sadly...
i cant even fucking do it for a second...
fuck la....
off to meet gerrard...
ah fuck...

`When metal went emo....
`Mother-toot....
`I realli wana listen...
`But...i'll disappoint her if i do....=(
`no such thing as having the best of both worlds

retardation of the whizz kid...

2006-04-02T07:54:00.000-07:00

haha! i dunnoe if i bloogged abt todae...
i dun realli care!
i saw her again todae!
hehe...her dad looks like some kinda disciplinarian...
damn...
freaking scared...
should i go tok to her dad abt how i feel?
=P
i'd come back wif a ripped ass...
damn la!!
i wana tell her!
i reali do!!
but...
im scared...
of what?
im not sure....
oh well...
im gona go do my hw now...
bye....
`Retardation of the whizz kid...

The Un-ending Fart...

2006-03-31T18:23:00.000-08:00

Wad's wrong with me?
It's the O's...
I'm not studying hard enough...
I'm fooling around...
FUCK!
When will i grow up?
Probably the day i fucking retain.....
Ah fuck........
I'm gona go try study....

Bitter sweet moments....

2006-03-29T04:28:00.000-08:00

Today was a marginally fun day...
Hm...
Math was extremely fun...
So was chem...
I doubt my class is ever gona pass chem...
assbags...
i love them!
haha...
After sch...
had parade rehearsal...
it was quite fun...
there's a kid in NCC named John...
He looks exactly like Mr. Potato from Toy story!!
Hilarious man!
I cant wait to get my phone back...
oh well...
nth much happened todae........
Oh yea!
haha!
I kinda feel that my number one biatch and me are getting closer...
like sec 2 and all!
haha! kinda miss the things we did...
especially wif my number 2 biatch! =P
haha...
I dun wish to graduate...
cuz...if the three of us graduate...
it'll be hard to keep in contact...
(it doesnt mean I WONT TRY biatches!)
Bittersweet moment.....

Turn the music down...

2006-03-26T05:07:00.000-08:00

Today was...
good...=)
I saw her...
HOT as usual! =P
Her immaculate smile...
Just warms my soul...
WAD?!
surprised i had a soul?
dipshit motherfucker...
everyone has a soul!

Hm...
she looks great in black...
well,
I bet she looks good in everything & anything...
I HOPE SHE'll GO FOR THE JUNE CAMP!
woo!
well...
if she doesnt go..
i'll probably still go...
but with terence!
haha!
will be fun one la!
but I REALLY DO HOPE THAT SHE COMES!

I've chose to have travis as my confirmation name!
haha!
my parents will probably disapprove...
haha...
will have to convince them that its a nice name...
oh wel..tuition jus ended..
im dead tired...
gona go slp now...

Sail Away...

2006-03-25T23:17:00.000-08:00

Its saturday...
The kit's here...
'whoop-pee'...
haiz.....
toking to her...
well...
not exactly la..
we're jus...
exchanging a few words...
im such an ass...
damn...
i'm freakin' sad la...
she's right in front of me...
but...
when i wana reach out and touch her...
she disappears....
=(

My eyes burn from these tears...
You'd think I'd learn over these years...
Good things won't last forever...
So what the hell am I suppose to do?
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you...
And you had it all anyway...
So take take everything and leave me scrambling...
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place...
So take take everything and leave me scrambling...
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place...
Tell me I'm wrong when I sayI can't expect you to spend forever with me...
I live for that single moment...
I take back everything I've said...
You wore those words on your lips...
As if they meant anything anyway...
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth...
It seems I do more harm than good...
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this...
So take take everything and leave me scrambling...
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place...
So take take everything and leave me scrambling...
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place...
Tell me I'm wrong when I say it...
I can't expect you to spend forever with me...
I live for that single moment...
So take take everything and leave me scrambling...
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place...

MY EYES BURN by MATCHBOOK ROMANCE...

Oh, How The Excitement's Eating My Insides...

2006-03-24T05:15:00.000-08:00

I got my phone back...
For two days...
Thanks Mdm Cho!! =)

My drumkit's coming tomorrow...
Hope I'll improve...
Hope it doesn't distract me from my studies...

The rehearsal today was ridiculous...
Dumbass sch management...
There's a parade rehearsal nxt wed...
Dreading it...
Its gona be so freaking hot...
The drum skins are gona expand...
then their gona contract when we bring them back to the room...
then gotta re-tune them...
ITS NOT EASY MAKING 3 SNARES SOUND THE SAME!!!
Oh well...
on the bright side...
i'll be playing SNARE!
wooP!
spartans will be a blast!
The sun will probably be a bitch though...

Dun u people think that there're more negative things than positive ones?
well...
Doesn't matter...
I'm kinda happy...
I dun really give a damn abt shit like this...

OH YA!
I FINALLY STARTED ON MY D&T FOLIO!
Did like...
7 pages?
something liddat la...
well kinda happy about that...

I'm freaking missing you...
noe u wun see this...
but...
I dun really have the balls to talk to you...
I...
I dunnoe wads on ur mind...
Im probably not on ur thoughts...
Oh well...
getting used to it...

turn the music down...
lets sit on the ground...
next time i go out of town...
I'll kiss you goodbye...

The left side controlled the right...

2006-03-23T05:20:00.000-08:00

My phone got confiscated today...
dammit...
Ah well...
I'll try to get it back tmr...
I really need it for communication with the delivery guy...
Okay...
Sch todae was...
sucky...
I woke up late...AGAIN!
i got ready and all and left the house at like...
7.05!
took a freaking cab...
total waste of $$...
when i got to sch...
i found out that i was the only one who didnt do the tamil composition...
shitty thing..
dun wana do it..
well....
every period was as boring as the other..
except for tamil..
Shoban,Ganesh and myself were late for class for fifteen mins..
the teacher asked ask to get a letter from the teacher who was with us in the previous period..
so we...left class in search of the teacher...
haha!
we walked around the whole sch TWICE...
before we went to the canteen...
we found her there and got the dumb letter...
went back to class...
then got a scolding...
we were told to sweep the class after sch ended...
dipshit...
wdf did he ask us to get the letter for then?!
the intelligence of the people in the chong boon family NEVER fails to surprise me...
even for myself!
=S
anyways...
my best bud's getting a couple of prize's on speech day...
CONGRATS BIATCH! =) 3 consecutive years! something to be proud of u biatch!
and u shudn't give a F*** abt wad others say...
they say such stuff cuz their jealous...
and the class incident..
dun care abt it k?
as long as u do the right ting and get ur gd results the right way...
YOU should be happy! =)

well...im freaking tired...and im not feeling well...
gonna go slp now...
cya!

The day spent Idling...

2006-03-22T01:28:00.000-08:00

I decided to change my blog cuz the other one seemed rather negative...
THX THOMAS FOR CREATING THIS SHIT FOR ME!!
ITS PERFECT!

*Today was ok...
Sch wasn't boring...
The assembly programme was interesting...
My class socially bullied Ms. Loh...
It was a good day at sch la...
When I reached home...
Took the guitar and fooled around..
I can only play one song...
pathetic huh?
Well...
I plan to learn...
hallowed be thy name
seven nation army
and...
tell the world...
DREAMS CAN COME TRUE!

I asked jennifer if we could perform on confirmation day...
she has to talk to peter koh abt it..
Of all people!
the S.O.B. doesnt like the drumset in church...
even the nipple pincher's better...
sheesh!

I'm missing her...
wish she could be a part of my life...
wish she could be my staple food...
wish i could gaze into her beautiful eyes...
wish i could hold her soft hands till kingdom come...
how i wish...